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McDo doesn’t rock as much as Jollibee does here in the Philippines. Jollibee has a higher market share when it comes to the Fast Food Market. Jollibee Corporation should be thankful to the Filipinos for patronizing their products.

History says that Jollibee started out as a small burger shop selling hamburgers. Look at them now. They deliver to just about anywhere. They even went all the way to California USA just to sell their products.

I can attest that most of the products found in their menu appeal to the taste of Filipinos. I don’t know what secret recipe or ingredient they use, but the sweetness adds to the explosive taste. Specifically with their Spaghetti. Jollibee Spaghetti is my favorite spaghetti. I’ve tried cheap and expensive pastas and nothing can compare to my native land’s very own.

I am so thankful that there are probably 10 branches nearby just waiting for me to come by. They don’t even need to spend hefty sums on commercials. The product itself sells the company.

Overall, I love Jollibee. I love their mascot, the kiddie parties, the franchise scheme, the logo, packages and budget meals, price range, breakfast meals, chicken joy and even the theme song!

Had another drinking session with my friends yesterday. A few Beers, Long Islands and Weng-Wengs and we’re ready to go - to heaven! Nah! Kidding. I have lots to do first before I die. Going back, It wasn’t that late yet so we decided not to go home and purchase our ultimate favorite Artic Strawberry Vodka. Price is around Php 695. Bought a few plastic cups, chips, Gatorade (for the aftermath) and Sprite in the nearby grocery, which was surprisingly open during that time at around 10:30 PM.

  

We picked up our other friend who was in the vicinity as well then headed off to our favorite drinking spot, the swing in a village near our place.

Artic Strawberry Vodka plus Sprite is like… social drinking minus the cheapness and craziness. This is probably the best Vodka around. Of course, nothing trumps Vodka Ice and Vodka Cruiser as my usual, but for spontaneous occasions as such, the greatest alternative is the Artic concoction.

How do we make this Strawberry Vodka? Simple. Ice, 1/6 Artic and 5/6 Sprite. Do the estimate if this doesn’t work out for you. The mixture may sound weak but it’s a traitor indeed! This is classy and social drinking, one where you want to be able to interact with sensible topics as you sip and not go ballistic, jumping around and laughing your asses off.

I highly recommend Artic Strawberry Vodka! It’s the best thing since sliced bread!

Wanna know my secret on how I lost 1-2 pounds per day resulting to a total of 10 pounds in 6 days? Let me share the best diet i’ve tried with the fastest results.

Well, have you starved yourself? Have you ever tried starving yourself and not eating anything at all to lose weight? Did you deprive yourself of anything edible just so you can lose that extra pound or achieve your desired figure?

That kind of “Starvation Diet” is WRONG! If you’re going to do an unhealthy diet, at least make it right and beneficial! There is a proper and correct way of Starvation Diet that will guarantee you better achievement compared to not eating anything at all!

It is said that the best way to improve your metabolism is by eating every 4-5 hours or so. This is so that you can fool your stomach that it is constantly being used. Having nothing in your stomach will signal the brain to slow down your metabolism to cope up with the lack of food to digest.

Don’t forget to eat something every 4-5 hours. Maybe 1 piece of cracker? Anything below 50 calories will do. Don’t overdo it. You might end up binging on snacks consisting of 1 million grams of carb! I try to at least not take more than 500 calories per day.

Always drink lots of water. Lots and lots of water. Every hour if possible. This helps in making you feel satiated. Drink everytime you feel hungry. Maybe a glass or two of water. Avoid anything with sugar for sugar is another source of unwanted fat.

Make sure to avoid exercising when you’re starving. I tried this once and I got dizzy. Your body will not burn anything but essential muscles since you haven’t eaten anything. Exercise ONLY when you ate something heavy.

This correct starvation diet will lead to better results specifically in the midsection area. The incorrect starvation of not eating anything at all will only make you look saggy! Who would want to look like a shar pei? Plus, sagging leads to tummy tuck!

Starvation diet only works for those who are disciplined enough to avoid food. Whatever I wrote here will not help those who want tips on how they can escape from food, since that is a psychological thing already.

Oh and by the way, this doesn’t mean that I’m promoting starvation! I’m only trying to correct the generalized notion that starvation means “not eating anything” at all.

Final note: Starvation Diet is UNHEALTHY and CAN cause malnutrition and eventually death. NEVER OVERDO IT.

I went to 7-11 earlier only to find out that they’re now selling Evian! For an affordable price of $1 per bottle!Finally! This country is coping up. I’ve longed to have this mineral water around, hearing all the great reviews.

I’ve seen lots of celebrities drink Evian! Not here in Philippines, of course. I don’t know if its claim to have better effects that normal purified or distilled water is true, considering that it came from the French Alps.

So the question is, what is it about the natural elements of French Alps that can’t be found on other mountains, say, Mount Everest? Mount Pintubo?

It’s only them who knows the answer. As for me, i’ll be hoarding Evian. Who knows, if people here realize that it’s not a necessity, they might just pull out their stock anytime. Tsk. They should consider the others who’re longing for the taste of the mineral-rich melted ice from the French Alps.

I once saw this video from Evian’s website. From that video i saw how they make Evian! It’s a very very long process. With every gulp that I make, I experience the kindness of sweet sweet mother nature. =D

Here’s a little something I got from Wiki about Evian:

“Evian is a high-end French brand of mineral water from several sources near Lake Geneva.

Today, Evian is owned by Danone Group, a French multinational company. Evian first entered the U.S. market in 1978, where it was served to celebrities in high end lounges and restaurants in distinctive bottles.

In addition to mineral water, Danone Group uses the Evian brand for a line of organic skin care products and the Evian Royal Resort in France.”

Here’s an article by Marge Perry regarding the wonders of Peanut Butter in your diet:

I loved getting PB&J sandwiches in my school lunch box—until I became a teenager. That’s when peanut butter turned into a guilt-ridden indulgence akin to candy bars, cookies, and cakes: diet disasters to be avoided at all costs. Here’s why I was wrong:

It helps you lose weight

Calling peanut butter a diet food, with 180 to 210 calories per serving, may seem counter-intuitive. But it has the enviable combination of fiber (2 g per serving) and protein (8 g per serving) that fills you up and keeps you feeling full longer, so you eat less overall. Plus, there’s nothing more indulgent than licking peanut butter off a spoon—and indulgence (in moderation) helps dieters fight cravings and stay on track.

It’s packed with nutrition

A serving of peanut butter has 3 mg of the powerful antioxidant vitamin E, 49 mg of bone-building magnesium, 208 mg of muscle-friendly potassium, and 0.17 mg of immunity-boosting vitamin B6. Research shows that eating peanuts can decrease your risk of heart disease, diabetes, and other chronic health conditions. One study published in the Journal of the American Medical Association found that consuming 1 ounce of nuts or peanut butter (about 2 tablespoons) at least 5 days a week can lower the risk of developing diabetes by almost 30%.

It’s got the good fat

Peanut butter is chock-full of heart-healthy monounsaturated fat. A recent study found that insulin-resistant adults who ate a diet high in monos had less belly fat than people who ate more carbohydrates or saturated fat. PS: If you’re buying reduced-fat peanut butter because you think it’s better for your waistline, save your money. The calories are the same (or even a little higher) thanks to the extra ingredients that are added to make up for the missing fat (including more sugar).

How to Buy the Best

The fat and calorie counts of most brands of peanut butter are similar, but there are other indications of a healthier pick. Here’s what to look for:

Sodium

Counts can range from 40 mg to 250 mg per 2-tablespoon serving. (Organic versions tend to have less.) Keep in mind that higher sodium content tends to mask the peanut flavor.

Sugar

Natural brands have 1 to 2 g—about half as much as commercial brands. The sugar content isn’t so much a health issue as a question of flavor and use: If you’re making a savory dish like satay sauce or combining peanut butter with a sweet ingredient, such as jelly or honey, save a few calories by choosing an unsweetened brand.

For Sauces

Peanut Butter & Co.’s Smooth Operator is the PB you spoon instead of spread, making it ideal for drizzling over fruit or adding peanut flavor without thickness to sauces or soups.

Straight Off the Spoon

Smucker’s Natural or Organic have the best peanut flavor of the mass-market brands. They have a pure taste and the quintessential stickiness.

For Lunches

Nothing beats the spreadability of Skippy Natural. With just a couple of swipes of a knife, you get an even layer of peanut butter on your sandwich. If I were stuck on a desert island, the jar I’d treasure is Adams Organic, which has a pure roasted-peanut flavor and a spreadable but thick texture. The problem: It’s only available in the Pacific Northwest. Connoisseurs can order a six-pack at onlinestore.smucker.com/index.cfm.

Given that you have discipline to do all this, and of course effort and patience, you’re bound to lose of those unwanted fats. Of course, this diet won’t work alone. You have to exercise too! Well, if that doesn’t work, still, join me in my starvation diet. Be as dizzy as i am. Have lips as dry as mine. And get your hair falling like there’s no tomorrow… for the price of an disproportioned YET thin body.

BOSSIER CITY, La. - He’ll never want breakfast again.

Pat Bertoletti, a Mohawk-sporting chef from Chicago, gulped down 21 pounds of buttery, goopy grits in 10 minutes to win $4,000 in the first World Grits Eating Championship at Louisiana Downs on Saturday.

The grits were presented in 2-pound trays, each about 8 inches by 6 inches and 1 1/2 inches deep, said Ryan Nerz, a spokesman for Major League Eating.

Bertoletti, in a statement, said the race “tested our stomach capacity like no other.”

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Unbelievable! And to think i have weight issues! Imagine, he was able to eat that much? It’s about a fraction of his weight already. 1 pound of meat and next thing i know i have to buy myself a whole new wardrobe in a bigger size!

My face is already so dry from the Vitamins i’m taking. I really recommend Vitamin A if you wanna dry out your face. I mean heaps and heaps of Vitamin A. But don’t forget to check how much you should be getting. You can research online on the limit of vitamin A that you can take.  I think you should also get all the other vitamins to balance out the HARMONY of vitamins. But overall, Vitamin A is heaven sent. Also, my vitamin C isn’t working that well. I’m not supposed to have colds right now since i’m taking 1000mg of Kirkland Vitamin C. I took it with Vitamin E from Kirkland too but what happened was it gave me break outs, and that sucks. I asked my derma and my doctor why this happened, first, they said that it’s because of the oils, which for me wasn’t related and they should just get a different profession for not thinking about that statement, next is that they only recommend it for people above 35 years old. Ok i guess i’m too young if you look at it that way. You can get natural vitamin A, C and E from lots of foods. Check out this Food data chart for Vitamin A contents of food.

I’m so happy with my complexion now compared before. It’s not like my complexion before was bad, it’s just not as good as today.

Weather here in Manila, Philippines, according to the international weather forecast websites, isn’t doing that well and wouldn’t be that great for the following days to come. Early this morning, it’s SO HOT. I’m telling you, mother nature is making us suffer! Hahaha. It’s everyones fault for throwing candy wrappers everywhere and not planting trees. Hahahaha. Ok so besides it being hot earlier, right now it doesn’t stop raining. As in i woke up in the middle of the evening cause it’s so cold that i had to turn my aircon down. I can’t believe i was shivering to death. Anyway, now that it’s all better, i dont want it to rain this hard. My Semester break is nearing and i don’t wanna get stuck at home.

Popcorn diet is the best diet if you want to binge. It has so low calories and best of all it tastes great. Opt for the ones in the market that are already flavored yet low on calories and other unhealthy stuff. Try Holy Kettle Corn or Kettle Corn. Don’t get those that you need to pop yourself plus add butter or salt. Butter and salt are the enemies. Never ever think of being friends with them!

Right now im eating kettle corn popcorn. It has a caramel taste to it. Yum. Best of all i dont feel like im getting bloated. Well there are, i’m sure, negative effects. But let me worry about them later.

Magnolia Healthtea Falvored Tea Drink. Low Calorie. Apple and Lemon flavor. Very very affordable!

Since i’m on semi-starvation mode (coz im eating quite a lot every 12 hours or so), instead of drinking heaps of water, i changed the regimen to bottles and bottles of Magnolia Healthtea. It’s a new product. The Magnolia Healthtea Falvored Tea Drink is so LOW on CALORIE! I already tried the Apple and Lemon flavor. Imagine, 250mL of tea and only about 60 calories! Beat that! And it only costs around P20 in 7-11! I’ve been drinking this instead of eating. It helps, really. Well right now i feel kinda sick since maybe im intaking too much sugar. And i came from a diabetic family on my mother’s side so i guess that doesn’t really help. I have to take a new beverage alternative. One that doesn’t have sugar in it but flavored and healthy. As long as it’s flavored. I don’t wanna gulp waters no more. I am NOT a fish.

Forbidden City Cafe. Starbucks evicted! Commercialized Imperial Palace. Chinese Culture.

I just read online… there’s a new Cafe in the Forbidden City in China! Say goodbye to Starbucks! Well according to Rui Chenggang, Starbucks didn’t consider the “solemnity of the Forbidden City and (trampled on) Chinese culture.” Imagine, the Forbidden City of Beijing is now commercialized! Starbucks has been there since 2000, as said in the article.

So the main reason why they wanted a new cafe was so that they can provide other product related to Imperial Palace and Chinese Culture.

Well, ok, i find it reasonable. Viva China! Hehehe.

Time travels so fast when i’m busy (and i need so much more time for a deadline). It’s already 2am and i’m still trying to finish my Business Plan.

Sunday should be rest day (well that’s according to my religion.. and i shouldn’t be talking about religion). But what the hell am i doing up this late? Every Sunday, i just wish that all the tasks in the world would miraculously be accomplished, while everybody’s partying, or well maybe at least sleeping.

I just wanna hang out somewhere. In the mall maybe. When was the last time i went to the mall to hang out? I’ve been going to malls to buy important stuff for school or work.

Real Estate Business is such a dog-eat-dog world. I know i have a place in there somewhere. I just have to learn to bark and bite harder. Concentrate. Focus.

I need that Liption Iced Tea thing that they’re trying market. It helps keep you focused - according to the ad. It will get you “in the zone”. hahaha. I’ll go check if we have first then i’m going back to my business plan once again. I’ll give a feedback if it works.

I just realized, you can actually go on a diet eating Only M.Y.San’s SkyFlakes. Yeah! Hmm.. but you only have to eat one pack. Meaning three crackers. Total Carbohydrate is only 16g. Total Protein is 2g. Not bad eh? Well at least i think it isn’t that bad. If you’re dieting, that is. 6 crackers and you’re good to go. To the hospital, for being anorexic. But a few days of starvation will be great.

I won’t start my starvation just yet. Maybe in a week or so.

Good alternative: Fita. Voice and the other one sandwhich type of crackers which makes me eat more than 30 crackers per meal. Excuse me for i’m inhuman. A pig most likely. Hippopotamus may be another good comparison.

V58 Ortigas Center Pasig City. For drinkers out there.

After my long road trip saga and bar hopping… the final destination (without the negative aura of the title) was V58. It was actually big. It had different areas which i don’t really know what for. I see drinkers everywhere. No cheap-ass people hanging around, only yuppies trying to get a good rest from a long week.

I drank with my friends. The usual Vodka Ice. Sisig rice with egg. It was good until a friend beside me told me that i was eating pure PIG EARS. Then i realized… oh my crap. Anyway i don’t wanna waste the heavenly-yummy-but-bot-so-crunchy-treat (because sisig, for me, is supposed to be crunchy) so i still ate it to the last bit.

I can’t handle beer. Local beer. I don’t know why. I hope i can. I hope one day i’ll learn to drink beer and feel good about doing so. Right now i can’t due to the taste. I just wish i’ll learn how one day. Why? Because i’m cheap, and so is beer. Like 1/5 the price of Vodka.

Men’s Health. Will Devaughn. Joyce Jimenez. Booze and Sweets. Calories.

Recently i’ve been a fan of the local Men’s Health. I bought everything i saw from Filbars.. from the oldest issue to the current one. Well of course they don’t have everything, so that’s ok.

The latest issue with Weill Devaughn and Joyce Jimenez as the cover has so much information in it… so much so that i haven’t even finished reading it and it’s been out in the market since September 2007. Well, don’t blame me… i only read during my free time.

I like the stats actually. When people were asked what they find hardest to give up in terms of food, Majority answered candies and desserts AND booze, both having 24%. Well yeah, i sort of figured that out. Only 12% gave up soda… hmm… even i am willing to give up soda since there are so many fruit juices out there.

And another important information for an obese like me is… it would be best if you eat in a formal dining setting. For example, you should eat at a dinner table, with table cloth, with al the utensils properly fixed… this would decrease your calorie intake on your next meal by 1/3! Imagine… if you eat 1000 calories per meal (which is by the way so high already), your next meal will only be around 666.66 calories! But eating ice cream and sweets on your next meal is a different story.

Current Crave: McDonalds Nuggets. Plus Barbecue Sauce. Processed food is the new Vegetable and fruits!

Anyway i can’t look for pictures so i can make other peep’s mouth water… but i found this site saying that…

“Diet books endorse processed foods. State health authorities endorse fast food. Welcome to the confusing and incoherent world of “healthy food”.

McDonald’s Australia have “persuaded” the National Heart Foundation to place the healthy tick on 9 of its meals.”

Wow! I can’t believe it! Processed food is the new vegrtables and fruits!

Wait just a minute… at the end of the article it says…

“McDonald’s is paying AUD$330,000 per year to get the heart foundation tick.”

… ahh.. so they pay… ok never mind this blog post. Hahaha.

I’ll go back to my craving which is the McDonalds Nuggets. Oh my… when it’s hot and you dip it in the barbeque sauce… then you put it in your mouth… the guilt… the guilt…

Golden brown nuggets… oh and yeah im a rice person, being asian and all. Yum. I try to lessen my carb intake tho. I also like it with Coke Light. No regular for me!

Tropical Hut: Spaghetti and Toasted Bread

I wanna show a picture but there’s nothing in any site! Oh well. I’ll take a pic if i go get one tomorrow.

Tropical Hut spaghetti is probably the best spaghetti i’ve ever tasted. i’ve tried the best spags out there but tropical is the bessst… Sweet!!! (still… my mom’s cooking is the best for me, hehehe) The taste? Heavenly.

My fave-order consists of:
For dine-in:

• 1 Spaghetti solo
• 2 additional orders of toasted bread
• 1 bottled water

i also have the same order… but i say in the end “take out please” (of course!)… heheheh. I eat like a monster when i get home. one fave-order of mine is enough to make me satiated for hoursss. But of course the carbohydrates in the spaghetti makes me crave more food.

There are other yummy spaghs… but they don’t compare. Jollibee has yummy JOLLY spaghetti… McDonalds’ MC SPAGHETTI.. hmm.. kinda bland. KFC? No thanks. Actually the spaghetti is the only food i like from tropical hut. i don’t like their other meals. Oh well, you can’t win them all.

Singapore: Orchard Road. Esplanade. National Stadium. Merlion!

So many things i wanna see in Singapore! I’ve heard lots of good things about the place! I also heard that it’s small and it’s easy to travel around… Maybe if i can save like $1000, i’ll go this vacation… a few months from now, that is.

Things i saw from wiki that got me interested

1. Merlion Park on Marina Bay (2)
2. Mount Faber
3. Tourism Court in Tanglin
4. FOOD FESTIVAL!
5. Orchard Road… it looks cute in the pictures!
6. Mariamman Temple! How eccentric!
7. Saint Andrew’s Cathedral! Very regal! (ok im rhyming)
8. KOPI TIAMS!! FOOD! YEY!

so much more really.. i dont wanna stop there… i also saw the Esplanade theater, the one with spikes… yikes! Cool huh? The pictures are so good… salut to whoever took the pictures of Singapore in wiki.. it’s so many to upload here.. AND.. i might get accused of stealing pics. hahaha.

Right now im hungry.. so ill order from McDonalds. Bye!

Mesotherapy. Liposuction. Lipo-dissolve. Combat fats. Starvation Diet. Chocolate Marjolaine!

I gained 10 pounds.. people are telling me already “Hey you look different… maybe because you got a new haircut?” Hah! As if i’m buying that crap. I know you just wanna tell me that i look fatter you uglies. I also hear people saying as i pass by “oh my! look he’s so fat!” … … … haha.. ok maybe not.. i’m not that fat.. maybe a little out of proportion.. i can sure use the fat somewhere else… like my tiny legs.

So i need mesotherapy. Liposuction and starvation diet is the key.

I saw this Mesotherapy Site and found out more about mesotherapy and liposuction. Firstly, i have no idea why they don’t include the PAIN AND AGONY that you will go through upon undergoing the process. They go directly to the “you will look and feel better” part. How bout the months of pain… and puss… and swelling? The process where they SUCK THE FAT out of you. The stories i hear about people undergoing a lot of pain… feeling golf-ball-sized cysts in their midsection? What are those anyway? Hardened fats? How do you extract those things?

With great beauty comes great discipline… that’s all i can say.

Lipo-dissolve! That’s what I want! Eradicate it! Vanquish it!

Look at this photo i got from this Plastic Surgery Clinic Site!! Although the pictures made me a lil dizzy and nauseas, i should show you the effects of lipo! Amazing huh? Now you can combat fats without the fear of stretch marks. But isn’t the body a little saggy? Well i wouldn’t know cause it’s not indicated in the picture how many weeks it has been after the operation. Maybe it’s a week after so i can’t really judge if it has healed already.

Notice the 4th pic. The one on the lower right. I can clearly see the patient’s smile. Awww.. She’s happy of the result, no? The upper left pic has this stiff frown. A mark of sadness.

What is Lipo-Dissolve

The ingredients used in lipo-dissolve may vary depending on the doctor and the area being treated. The ingredients may include phosphatidyl choline, multivitamins, alpha lipid acid, enzymes, and plant extracts. Ingredients may also include chemical agents such as non-steroidal anti-inflammatory medications, antibiotics, and hormones.

I got that info from this site. They’re saying something about it being under investigation. I want this.. it’s more painless…

How bout starvation? Well yeah it actually works for me… 1 pound a day is NOT BAD at all considering that some people tell me that they lost 30 pounds last year… well excuse me but with my starvation and UNHEALTHY diet… i can lose 365 pounds in 1 year and maybe more if i exercise… hahaha… you can visit my thin body after that in the morgue. HAHAHAHAH.

But yeah.. it’s really hard to starve lately due to the ENDLESS amount of cakes you see out there… CHOCOLATE MARJOLAINE! OH MY!!! PLUS PLUS… CHOCOLATE MOUSSE!! CAKE! I WANT! I’m sad now cause im craving. Chocolates. Nuts. Layers and layers of meringue. That’s how they described this sinful treat. Icing all over. And more layers… layers layers layers…

I hear bells… oh yum. It makes me wanna cry. Hu hu hu hu. HAHAHAHAHHA OMG OMG OMG i’m crazy! Local brands like Red Ribbon makes me proud of the Philippine Islands. Do they have delivery? I have lots of other favorites from Red Ribbon. Blueberry cheesecake too! $1 per slice is a GREAT DEAL. How much is it in the foreign lands… i wouldn’t kow.

So where was I? Oh did i say Liposuction? GO FOR IT! With sweets out there… there’s nowhere to run and nowhere to hide! I’ll just save the diet sometime not-so-soon. I can already picture that cake inside my tummy… playing around with my gastric juices… I can’t deal with liposuction. I’d rather starve. Maybe pop a few sleeping pills everytime i get hungry. Would that work??

I’m a hypocrite. haha. i love sweets and i can’t stop loving it. I’ll eat what i want whenever i want.

Finally. I just wanna be anonymous. Is that a crime? Hahaha. Well who cares about who am I anyway. The important things is i’m able to tell the world what I want.

I crave for material things, but that doesn’t mean that i’m against other beliefs… so don’t go screaming nonsense at me. I also had this blog before about how I love my life.. all I got were hate messages. I must have overdone it with my annoying thoughts. Hahaha.. I’m not blogging for anyone but me, right?

What will I write about?

1. My every desire
   • Material Things: Laptops. Cars. Houses. Everything! Money!
   • Travel: I wanna get out of this country…! I’ve been to most of the places here in the Philippines but I wanna see the outside world. I wanna see cultures and appreciate them and of course spend spend spend. Asia… Europe… whatever else is out there.. I wanna go go go. Seriously.
   • Goals: I have lots of goals but sometimes i feel that i’m too lazy to even start. I need motivation. MOTIVATION PLEASE!
   • a lot more.. i just can’t think of them right now cause i didn’t have enough sleep last night.

I’ll post another one right after this about how i’m dying to get thinner after gaining 10 pound over the past few months.

Oh.. just some things i wanna make everyone aware of… i’m mature now unlike before. I think that’s good. Awww i’m really getting older. I turned 20 this year… TWENTEEN. hahah. yeah whatever, right? well at least i can pretend that i didn’t have my birthday so i’ll still be 19. I’ll miss my teenage years. Free from stress. The stress is killing me. I need radiant skin that’ll be the envy of the world. But i don’t have that. So i’ll just post about how i’d love to have one. Sounds pathetic. Well it is. And it doesn’t matter.

Hmph!